Boring...

Finally I have left this job. Always wanted to leave this company ever since... I can't remember when.

I realized when come to the actual day of leaving, doesn't seem so happy as I thought. Weird.

Now, I am jobless.

I have two offers from two different company. I can't decide which one to go. How?

I am getting bored already even though my holiday just started.

Tomorrow

What will my feelings be when it is my last day of work?

• Happy?
• Excited?
• Sad?
• Moody?
• Pressure?
• Peace?
• What else???

Haha, I do not know as today I am still here in this company, so have to wait for tomorrow...

Gathering

很难得的一张照片。。。

Sunway Lagoon

What a great day I had today. Vivian Man, Lee Yoon, Jessie and I went to Sunway Lagoon. We arrived there about 10.30am. We started playing one after one. It was fun and we enjoyed. Like small kids.

Seeing Lee Yoon excited like "Hiong Ha Mui", very funny and cute. Jessie kept repeating the same sentence, "Hao Kai Xin O, Hao Suang O", haha, very funny. Vivian Man also like small kid, everything also wants to play but only one thing that she dare not play. Haha, it was the Scream Park. She dare not go in and I was very kind to stay outside with her. Hehe, but the fact was I also dare not go. =p

There are many things that I did not play, but it's ok, I still had plenty of fun. We ride on a bike, we walked on a bridge, we cycled the swan, we ride a pirate ship and many more.

We left Lagoon at 6pm. Before we leave, we looked through those photos taken by the crews. There were a total of 19 pictures taken but only the very first photo when we entered Lagoon was pretty. But it cost us RM 30 per picture. Not worth, so we didn’t let them earn our money. Good pictures already in our memory, priceless.

Well, a fun day always end so soon. Wonder when we can organize another trip again, will see.

Depressed

Almost every morning and evening I need to listen to a session of lecture.

Sometimes:

"When you want to learn driving? You cannot always depend on other people. You must learn to drive. Sometimes later, I will be old, who is going to fetch you to work?"

Sometimes:

"The dog is very smelly. Please ask your mum to bath her everyday. If not ask her to give away. Very dirty. Lots of ticks. Pee around the house. Very smelly. Your brother, he has difficulty in breathing ever since the dog is in the house. You cannot be so selfish, you must take care of your brother."

The last sentence that he said, I really cannot take it. Why I was the one who is selfish? I never said I wanted the dog. I have already said I don't want the dog before it arrived. Why is it my fault?

There were many other things that he said that I do not want to mention here.

I just don't understand why am I always the one who needs to listen to him? Why he can't tell the person right at the face? Why always I have to be the middle man? At work already need to see peoples' faces. At home also need to see peoples' faces. Why?

Probably the reason I die will be due to depression.

What happened recently?

On the 27th of November, I went to Sungai Petani, Kedah for computer fair. Early morning have to wake up for a long journey. Need to work till late nights only get to go back to the hotel. I came back on the 30th of November, straight to the office. So tiring, and next morning still need to work.

On the 5th of December, I need to work for KL PC fair until 6th of December. So tiring, and next morning still need to work.

Work, work, work. I want to rest. Lucky that, on the 11th of December, 18th of December, 25th of December and 1st of January is holidays. Though lots of holidays, but to me, I felt like I do not have enough rest. Probably over stress myself before the holidays.

On the 7th of December, my boy friend bought me a camera, Canon D450. So nice... hehe. Those pictures taken can only be uploaded in my Facebook, cause the file size is big, I am too lazy to upload it here.

On the 11th of December, my family and I went to Cameron Highlands. 1 day trip was fun.

On the 12th of December, my boy friend sort of celebrated birthday for me.

On the 13th of December, my mum bought me a watch. My dad took us for dinner.

On the 15th of December, my boy friend celebrated with me again during dinner time.

On the 16th of December, was my birthday, my colleagues celebrated with me in the office. So sweet... haha. My brother treat me dinner, then he say he is broke.

That's all till here.

1 Year Anniversary

Today is 19th of November, 2009. What is so special about it? Well, on the 19th of November, 2008 was the day I did spine surgery. Time just past silently. I still remember every moment of that day, those excited feelings, so hard to describe.

Titanium rods and titanium screws are inside my body for a year now and will stays forever in my spine.

I actually feel proud of myself. I think I am like a super girl, having an abnormal structure.